I have wanted to write for days and tonight I made sure I had the time. I have been going to bed early (gasp, but not tonight) and I have been in an f-u-n-k. Some good stuff, some bad, blah blah. You know how it goes. The shortest version I can come up with is:
Monday: the Man sprained his ankle while working; it looked like a grapefruit, seriously. After arguing with him for an hour I convinced him we needed to go to the ER. A miracle happened – we were in and out in an **HOUR**, x-rays and all. Then we went to Walgreens to drop off his prescriptions and they filled them right then and there. I am telling you I almost passed out. That would NOT have happened in Fort Lauderdale, not ever.
Tuesday: I dropped off my laptop for a repair. I couldn’t take it anymore so I finally gave in and brought it to the shop a mile away. Of course upon getting there I find out they moved shop 20 minutes away. It gets worse when they tell me it will take 4 days to fix it. Ackkk. All my shit is on my laptop and my desktop sucks. But I will live, it needs to get fixed.
Thursday: I go to the doctor for my yearly gyno visit and a check up. This is when my doctor tells me I have cysts on my boobs, (which is why they hurt like HELL) and I need to stop drinking caffeine. People, I live on caffeine – diet soda, sugar free redbulls, coffee. Dear God, kill me, caffeine is my drug of choice.
I went for an ultrasound, they did find a cyst and now I have to go for a mammogram this Wednesday. Which I am dreading. I hate my boobs touched and knowing its going to be smashed into a pancake is giving me an anxiety attack. The doctor gave me anti-inflammatory (thank god, helps with the shoulders and headaches), a muscle relaxer and Xanax for my stress level.
Late Thursday night my parents arrive for a visit. This is good news; I adore my parents and love when they visit.
Friday: I go to pick it up my laptop four days later, only to find out it was dead. They had a big note attached to it saying “Do not plug in, fire hazard!” My life flashes in front of my eyes – my business, the Man’s business, my job… yada yada. I know better, I know to back up my work and yet it wasn’t all backed up. Thankfully they were able to recover *most,* not all of it.
My Mom kept asking them if they were teasing me… no, sure as shit, they weren’t. So from there, I tried to calm down (unsuccessfully) and we went computer shopping. After going to 3 stores we found a good deal and we were smart this time – we bought an external backup drive so this can’t happen again.
I love the computer but getting used to all this new stuff at once is giving me a migraine – it’s all different. The programs (Vista) Word (now word 2007) not to mention getting all my programs that I work with back on it. Oh, I also got a blackberry (prior to knowing my laptop was going to die) so I had that to learn too. I know, pooor me and my new gadgets but really, it was a stressful bitch learning/getting used too all this new stuff while trying to work (which was piled up to the rooftop.)
I don’t remember much aside from these few things that were plenty. Oh wait; a customer bounced a check which caused us to bounce a check, nice freaking mess. We also lost two customers.
We hosted July 4th, good friends – we drank, ate good food, did fireworks, the kids had fun – all good stuff. The Man was slightly hung over, I thankfully was NOT this time. Whew.
Anyway, enough whining (and that isn’t even all of it)… I am caught up on my paid work (mostly). I have been enjoying a few good books (thank god for Amazon) in between the chaos, that has helped. Tomorrow is Monday and I already have a full week of doctor appointments, mammograms, visitors, errands, judo, lots of work and life in general.
Gotta love it, it could be sooo much worse… So, how are you?


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Geez kid….. Do you have room on your plate for some veggies lol… Hopefully this string of stressful events will pass by soon. I feel for ya…know how it is…
Be strong and hang in there!!!!
“Never ask what is next?” Because, the law of attraction will bring you your next, and next. I love the part that you are down but you still are counting your blessings. If we are not grateful for what we have we will end up with nothing.
I love your writings they are uplifting even when you are down. Keep up the good work. Love you!
Life is short so enjoy all the good and bad it has a purpose in our lives.
PS I will never change I will always be your corny MOM.
(((Chrissie))) Sorry your boobies hurt. :( But, glad you went to the doctor and found out what was wrong. so many women just ignore that stuff and don’t get their yearly gyno appointment done. It’s scary what can happen inside your body in a short period of time.
OMG, no caffeine!!! I’m so sorry:( I do not know how I would live with out my rockstars. Red bulls are just too small, I need my triple cans of rockstars so i can be perky and happy for my damn clients. ROFLMAO
I’m sure that the cysts will be nothing. Hang in there and make sure and post again when you hear some news please.
Hey hon – word to the wise, DO NOT count on an external hard drive – mine died 3 weeks after my laptop hard drive died… Lost EVERYTHING. Hope everything works out with the boobs!
Tara :)
Gabrielle – Thanks for keeping me sane… well trying anyway.
Mom – I love you even if you are a little corny ;)
Thanks, Retta. Glad I went too. Better to know than not to know.
Val, It’s been hard, very hard!! But getting better as the days pass. I have been so good I am shocked at myself lol.
Tara, Hey Stranger! Ugh, the external drive too..
What a pain this business can be somedays. Sorry for your loss, it sUcKs when that happens.
I just got back from vacation! I am slowly coming down off my vacation high and slipping into a bit of a funk myself. I plan on being very busy this week, too.