I am sick of my life today. Sick of the selfish, self centered, jealous, dramatic filled people that seem to fill my world. Really and truly burnt out and **tired** of it all. I wish I could really write how I feel on here, but that would lead to a shit storm of a different kind and I just don’t have the energy to go there. In the mean time I get to wallow and feel aggravated with my life.
Hell on Earth = the DMV. We had an appointment today to pick up the Teenager’s driving permit today. We were there for almost 2 hours. The people were rude, the a/c was broke and it was just plain miserable. I hate to know how long I would have been there without an “appointment.”
The Man had a shitty day too. His mower broke and now he is behind on work. He went to get the part, but when he got back to fix it, they had given him the wrong freaking part. Now he needs to go there first thing tomorrow to get the right part. The two of us in bad moods, now that is some fun! Ha! Oh and he sprained his ankle again, thankfully not as bad as last time. I need to up his life insurance policy, he is an accident waiting to happen I tell you.
My Dad and his identical twin turn 60 on Friday. My parents were supposed to come up here for the weekend but they had to cancel (which I completely understand). He wasn’t feeling good and he went to the Doctor. His heart rate and blood pressure are extremely low. Now we need to find out what that means exactly after they do some monitoring and testing. I feel bad for him, he has **enough** health problems already. I hate living 2 hours away and not being able to be there… I mean really hate it.
My best friend called today, he’s not happy with me because I haven’t called in a long time. I haven’t even met his daughter yet who is going on 18 months. I felt like shit, but I can’t help it. When I am stressed and have a lot going on, I don’t want to talk on the phone. But after 18 years of friendship I guess I have to make more effort if I can muster it.
I can’t decide if I want a Xanax or a glass of wine. Neither will help my writers block and I have to get his damn project done. Shit, I sound even crankier than yesterday. Its shaping up to be a great damn week, hope yours is better.
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Have the Xanax AND the wine! ;)
I hope your dad feels better soon and there isn’t anything serious going on there with the blood pressure.
Thanks, Retta ;) I opted for the xanie and went to bed early (1 a.m. Is early for me lol).
Maybe in addition to all of the other sites you run you could start a “personal” blog. I know this one technically is but a really personal one. Restrict access to those who might be offended by what you post. Sometimes I wish I never told anyone I know IRL (including my husband)about my blog. It really limits what I can post about.
Bibi, I am seriously thinking about it. Too many people read this blog and so I don’t feel that I can be open about some things.
My husband knows I blog about him but he doesn’t use the computer or know the name of my blog. He isn’t even my main concern..
What Retta said.
And what Bibi said. Incognito is the only way to be.
I hope you feel better about things super quick. ;0
You need to install the plugin I use to make just parts of your posts private. Then you can let it fly. :)
Oh, and how about if you have the Xanax and the wine?
Incognito is in the works, I will keep you posted;) Thanks!!
I will definitely be checking out that plugin. I ended up with the wine this time ;)
Tonight I am at my parents, I drove down this morning and I am exhausted. I gave the only xanax I had with me to my Uncle – am I nice or what??! I have the 7-year-old with me, I am dreading sleeping with him, he kicks!
The text is teeny tiny on this computer (too lazy to bust out my laptop) and on mine it looks fine. Does everyone else see teeny tiny text? I’m pretty blind, this so isn’t good!
Hi Chrissie!!!!
Hopefully things have calmed down for you. Dealing with the kids, hubby, and extened family can suck at times!!!!! I hope I don’t run into any of the sh*t any time soon cause now that I am pregnant, I can not take a Xanie, or that lovely glass of wine. I will just lean on you for your natural calming effect. :) As stressed as you are, or your life is, you still bring solice; thanks!!!
You sound like me a month ago… I just had to go underground for awhile and get things sorted out.